Heartsick....

So Seth's cold has raged ahead into a burning fever. Poor little guy is just crying and glassy eyed, and then he looks up at me and whispers "hopt" (hot) in his poor little way. I have a Dr's appt at 1:30 to figure out what is making my little bubba so ill.

Last night at about midnight, I had just dosed him some cough and cold med, to also help relieve his fever, and I was laying in my bed listening to him. I wanted to make sure he was asleep before I fell asleep, b/c sometimes he unzips his sleeper, and I didn't want him doing that last night. Seth starts to cough, that terrible congesty-cough, where he almost sounds like he's choking... and he just might be, b/c of all that flegm.

I start to get so scared, I mean, don't all mom's feel some fear when they can't control what is happening to their children? I say a prayer to God to help my small boy... when I hear something that lightens my heart.

"meow, meow, meow, meow......"

LOL! I guess my son was feeling a bit better... if he felt like singing some "meows".

This morning, his fever was back up to 102*, so I called the Dr. and got the appt.

A few things have hit the fan within my small group of friends, and it is hurting my heart this morning. Turns out that there was a woman among us who was being quite malicious being many of our backs. Now it seems that she is trying to turn it around and pin it on others, but honestly I don't buy it. When I look at the track record, that speaks for itself. It just makes me sad, that we have gone through so much together, weathered all sorts of heartaches and joys, and she is trying to tear us apart. Its really rather sad, and I am so sorry that it has come to this.

Grey's Anatomy last night literally left me in tears. I am so sad that Denny didn't make it. He was so charming, and such the perfect man for Izzy.... I cried! How sad is that, that I cried for a fictional character? I am also upset with what happened between Mer & Der. Am I the only one who doesn't like their relationship? I know it adds to the drama, but c'mon. He's married. Addison is the woman he should be wooing. Izzy's acting, these past couple shows, in my opinion, deserve an award. Tremendous!

I also finally watched my taped version of The Office. I think that last segment between Jim & Pam was one of the best romantic scenes ever written! The tension, and the acting... just wonderful. If you want to see the part I am referring to, check HERE.

I need to wrap up today's diatribe... seems I've rambled on long enough about everything... I hope that there are some of you out there today... I haven't received many comments lately, and am wondering if you all took a vacation this week, LOL!